Who should I go for? And should I go to Belfast?
In bigger trouble. Now both of them have shown their affection of me.
The french guy, Charlie, told me he likes me, he is kissing me, hugging me, holding me. I don't stop him. Am I a bad person?
The irish guy, Austin, told me yesterday, that he felt bad about leaving the country because I was here. He said it in a very serious way, and then to minimize the damage he thought he'd made he said "but we've only just met.."
So I'm in trouble, big trouble. And I still don't know what I want. I have a new job offer up in Belfast and I think I might take that. I don't want to live here, I really don't. But still I start to feel a little bad about leaving the guys, but if I don't want them it doesn't matter anyway.
I have to think about it. I'm gonna call the job in Belfast and there's another one that will call me. As technical support in swedish...very well paid and working 40 hours mon-fri. You will work 8 hours between 8am and 8pm, they have a pool table and videogames and things like that in the staff lunch areas...Cool, huh?
And they will help you relocate up to Belfast because their head office is here in Dublin. That's great! And they'll find you accomodation and everything. We'll see.
Now I have to go. I may go for a date with Matiss, the latvian ex-colleague of mine. And tomorrow I'm supposed to go out with Paul, finally. We'll see about that. I think I don't want a relationship right now, i just want to enjoy my freedom, but I'm not sure. They're great guys, both of them...
I had a busy weekend...I was out with Austin on friday, and with Charlie on saturday evening. We went to a great nightclub. Sunday it was raining so I never saw Austin, me and Charlie went to cinema and saw "Transformers" again. I love it!! And yesterday I was out at a pub with Austin again. Tonight I'm going out with Charlie, and I don't know the schedule for the rest of the week but I'm going to Kilkenny with Austin on sunday to see an glass exhibition that opens on saturday. That'll be cool!
What can I say? I'm a busy girl...
